OK..so heres whats been going on with me.  im hysterically crying now because andrey is moving. which breaks my heart to pieces.. ive been hangin with katie alot and its been alot of fun!(love u kati) me n kevin have become so close its great. hes a really great person and friend. hes like a big brother because he really cares about me and im really happy i have a freind like that. but its still a bit weird..like i cant talk to him about how i feel about other guys because for some reason i think hell get jeolous or something becasue u no.. hes my ex boyfreind, but i still love him somewhere deep inside of me and i REALLY wish things could work out between us. but the way we are is great now too. jeff didnt come and visit me so i could hug him. that was saddening but i didnt die because of it. andrey makes me so sad sometimes. if hes not yelling at me hes leaving and making me cry. WHY TORTURE ME, ANDREY, WHY? so he liked his gift. and im happy. really i am.  i got new clothes for school and theyre really cool. i think im turning a bit punkish. like not TOTALLY GOTHIC PUNK. but i got my converses, i love the music and i got these two pairs of jeans that are a tiny bit punkish with the zippers and stuff. but im not changing , just my wardrobe is. lol. i have to bring my clothes to maria . she lives down the street and does alterings. i always have to get my jeans hemmed.lol CURSE THE SHORTNESS. lol. i like tristan johnson.. he is my new "love interest" as katie and tara would say. ha ha ha. my sister is lying on my bed sideways and has her bootay in the aira nd her feet are crossd. its the sweetest thing. well its really late and im runnin out of things to say. so im gna skidaddle.

blue skadoo. we can too.

lOve : heather
feel!nq : happy happy joy joy

ps. o and ive started excersizing and eating healthier!
i would like to lose atleast 7 lbs b4 school.
i no its low.. but im working on it!
OH.. and clifford has left the building