im in my new room.. and its great i love it.. i still have to put my computer int here but thats ok.. me n katie got whistled at in ocean grove and it was soo funny.. THE GUY WAS ACTUALLY HOTT TOO!! and we saw surfers and there were these other kids they were gay though.. so anyway. marc is in nj and i have only seen him once!! lol me n katie went out to dinner at chilis and bradley was at applebees so we wanted to go there.. but w/e .. no one is online right now and katie and tara are at the movies and mos away so i have no one to hang iwth and i was gna call nicole.. but my mom doesnt no that ive talked to her recently cuz i dont want her too cuz it was wed and we went to DQ .. and my mom was like o u cant just call her up and say wanna have a sleepover..lol even though me n her have been planning to have one..lol.. so im in my old room in the dark cuz theres no light.. kneeling on my bean bag chair.. and i just watched the season finale of DEGREASSI and it sukked..lol i love degrasi but that had to be the worst one besides PEERPRESURE. DRIVE..that one sukked too.. but no one is online exept andrey just signed on but he went away right away.. i am so sad that hes gna move..IM GNA CRY MY EYES OUT..me n katie are gan have a crying for andrey party..lol.. TE AMO, EL RUSSO!!!. well theres not much more to write and.. i was supposed to be hangin with brian miller right now but his dad isnt home so my dad wont let me chyll with him alone.. cuz u no .. IM A GRL AND HES A BOY.. actually its cuz he nos im a whore but anyway..lol jk.. this is what ive decided.. NO MORE NICK.. i need to find a real boyfreind who hasnt been in my life before... and for most of teh time in freshman year ill be "shopping" for one.. checking the cliques and seeing who i would like as a b/f for ceratin reasons .. cuz i need to get him away and out of my life.. i mean we can talk and everything.. jus tno more tahn that.. i dont even think i really love him.. i think i just think i need someone to love right now cuz im the only one out of my freinds [besides tara who could get a b/f in a snap if she wanted one] that doesnt have a b/f. but u no its ok.. it gives me more time to evaluate myself and think about what i really would like in a b/f.. cuz i need someone whos going to love me.. but not too much [like call my house every 5 min] and whos going to care about me and like me for me and not what i look like.. unless they think im pretty and they like my features [but not a pervert which is pretty much which catagory nick would fall under even though he has changed a bit, but not enough.. he can keep jackie and u no wut i hope there really happy together .. honestly] and i need a b/f whos gna listen to what i have to say and u no were gna have our differances but we cant be that much differant.. and he needs to respect my feelings about certain things.. [in which nick didnt on certain levels] so if u really think about it nick is totally opposite of what i want right now.. so theres my story.. HOPE U ENJOYED!!!
l O v e : heather
feel!ng : lonely but kinda happy
