things arent so great right now...
did u ever have the feeling that u just wanted to scream REALLLLYYYYY loud sou can just get all your troubles out? yeah.. i wish i could but there are people in my house.. u see i thought i knew someone.. its tara actually. from 4thgrade to 7 grade U COULD NOT SEPERATE US.. AT ALL.. we were always together.. kinda like me n kati now..but closer..and she new everything about me and visa versa and things were GREAT between us.. until. yah no.. and just yesterday i asked her y me liking jeff was stopin her from goinout wtih him if it hasnt stopped her b4..(as a test to see what she really thought about our friendship) and she said its not stopping me .. ijust dont want a b.f right now.. so tara doesnt care that we barely have any freindship left and i can understand that.. alot of sad things have hapened to me with tara in the middle.. so maybe me n her just werent meant to be friends as we got older.. we'll see...
lOve: heather
feel!ng : like u couldnt guess?
